It Is Written For You

I've gotten so used to not being able to see you everyday, so used to it that I can cope and go through days just fine without you here. I can be alone or with friends and I would be happy. But when I suddenly see couples together laughing, looking into each others eyes and smiling cuddling or even simply holding hands; that's when I suddenly don't feel strong and my heart starts to ache and I feel like breaking down. I try and stay strong everyday, I mean that's what I've been doing for all this while but I'm always going to see a couple and wish you were here with me, right next to me. It sucks, it sucks so much that I can't hug, see, just simply be with the person I love so much but this is a decision that we both made and I don't regret it. I don't wish I was with someone here, and I don't blame the distance; DISTANCE WAS HOW WE FOUND EACH OTHER AND DISTANCE WILL NEVER SEPARATE US EMOTIONALLY.